Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Last week

As most of you know last week was a very hard week for our family. Last Monday, the kids and I went to the hospital to be with Daddy as he had his surgery. Tuesday, I took the kids to the babysitter and went and spent the day at the hospital. Tuesday on my way home, there was this little voice that kept sayin "you need to go see Mamaw". I didn't want to go see her the way she was, her leg had been amputated and she was pretty much in a comotose state. Well, I went to see her and my sweet, sweet Mamaw was resting peacefully. She was so small, she weighed only 80 lbs, was under oxygen and was just sleeping. My Aunt Mary told me "Daisy May we are gonna go to the fmaly room and you tell her whatever you want her to know." I stood there for awhile just brushin her hair, holdin her hand and cryin. Finally I was able to tell her what I wanted to tell her, I told her that we were blessed with the most amazing Mamaw that God could have ever given us, that I knew she was tired and she needed to go and rest, to be with Papaw, Uncle David, Carol, mine & Me'Chelle's babies and her Momma & Poppa. Mamaw always wanted us to take her to see her Momma. I told her it was o.k. to go and that we would always love her and miss her but that we would see her again one day.

Wednesday morning I was rockin Aubrey back to sleep while my Mamaw was on her way to rock my other 3 babies and L.W. & Me'Chelle's babies and I truly believe that as soon as she got there they were all there to meet her and as soon as she went and fell at the feet of her Lord and Savior they all had a good time meeting each other. Her goin home service was an amazing service, the Lord was definately there with us. We did just what she wanted, she wanted a singing with a salvation message preached and it was awesome. We videoed it since Daddy wasn't able to come and he was so upset that he couldn't preach the message at the service but Bro. Ed Smith did an awesome job. My Mamaw looked like she always did she was so beautiful, she looked like the Mamaw we always knew. We played the song, "She Loved" at her funeral and that was soooo her. She loved more than anything else, she loved. We all miss her terribly but we know she is free from pain and she is with the ones she loved.

Daddy is doin good he's home from the hospital and Mamaw is perfect, free from pain and is waitin on all of us to get to Heaven.